Thursday, December 4, 2008

11 weeks 2 days

Hi baby i saw you today your so little you little heart beat was so strong it sounded like a choo choo train....and i found out that i am actually 11 weeks and 2 days well thats what the OB says and the hospital says i am 10 weeks 5 days but idk which one it is but we will see you are due the 27 or 25 of June 2009....i got so many picures of you..you stretched today and i captured it you lifted your arms up as far as you could it was so precious....i went for a doc appt at 9 in the mornign and they tried to find your heart beat but you kept on moving you little stinker i was getting so worried that something was wrong but after 8 minutes they found you it was so fast...my next doctors appt is on monday im gonna get blood tests to test for some diseases but i know you wont have any you are a perfect baby i wont let anything harm you....well i love you baby i have to go lay down im exhausted from today...i will talk to you soon mwah

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

10 weeks and 4 days

Hi sweetie...i got my job today at Jimmy Johns now i have two this is going to be very intersting i am going to be so busy but im doing this for you... well i cant wait any longer to see you so i scheduled a doctors appointement and ultrasound tomorrow i need to know that everything is alright and that you are healthy cause right now it doesnt feel real because im not big and i dont have any belly so im just being a nervous mommy i guess...well thats all i wanted to tell you today i will tell you how the ultrasound went and post a few pics...well i love you ttyl and see you soon

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

10 weeks and 3 days

Hi baby ive been thinking about you all day all i want to do is see you i know when i see you for the first time its gonna feel more real to me now i really dont know how big you are or what you look like i need to see you to know you are alright...well yesterday we told your daddys grandparents that i am pregnant they are so happy they said they always loved me and that i will be a wonderful mom and they will love you unconditionally...your daddy cried yesterday because i told them he is so scared that we are too young to have a child but i know we can do it you are my miracle baby there is reason you are coming into my life but all for the good you will never be a burden to me and i will never regret the hardest decision i had to make in my life...well i sent in an application to Jimmy Johns lets see if i get it...i really dont want to work there but i have to make money so i can take care of you i will have two jobs now i never thought that would ever happen but i will do anything for you...you are making me a stronger person everyday and i thank you for that....well i love you i will talk to you soon and also see you real soon....i can not wait baby...<3333333