10 weeks and 1 day

Today was an interesting day i went to work for 4 hours procrastonated a lot to get more hours and more money..sorry..i saw ronnie today he was going to be your uncle but my sister your aunt decided she couldnt be with him anymore but he is going to give me a job at Jimmy Johns cause he is going to run the new one next to pestos so idk i might work there...i need as much money as i can get so i can take care of you little one...and then after that i cleaned up the house it was a mess...and then your father started stressing me out today but i dont care if he wants to be in your life i cant stop him...but i dont think he does and we dont need him i can take care of you baby all by myself and i have so much support we are all going to get through this in time....i think i felt you flutter a little bit today or it might have been gas but idk hah it made me smile though...i cant wait to see you baby December 12 of 2008 is the day i really get to see you and hear your little heart beat...the last time i saw you you were just a little blob but now your gonna have hands and feet and your probably going to moving around and be dancin : D ...well thats about it for now i have to get back to eating my prunes(thanks to you little stinker i cant go to the bathroom)..but i still love you and i would go through all of this over and over again just to have you in my life..you are my miracle baby i am so blessed to have you i cant wait to feel you kick and feel your little hiccups...well ill talk to you soon baby goodnight <333