11 weeks 2 days

Hi baby i saw you today your so little you little heart beat was so strong it sounded like a choo choo train....and i found out that i am actually 11 weeks and 2 days well thats what the OB says and the hospital says i am 10 weeks 5 days but idk which one it is but we will see you are due the 27 or 25 of June 2009....i got so many picures of you..you stretched today and i captured it you lifted your arms up as far as you could it was so precious....i went for a doc appt at 9 in the mornign and they tried to find your heart beat but you kept on moving you little stinker i was getting so worried that something was wrong but after 8 minutes they found you it was so fast...my next doctors appt is on monday im gonna get blood tests to test for some diseases but i know you wont have any you are a perfect baby i wont let anything harm you....well i love you baby i have to go lay down im exhausted from today...i will talk to you soon mwah

10 weeks and 4 days

Hi sweetie...i got my job today at Jimmy Johns now i have two this is going to be very intersting i am going to be so busy but im doing this for you... well i cant wait any longer to see you so i scheduled a doctors appointement and ultrasound tomorrow i need to know that everything is alright and that you are healthy cause right now it doesnt feel real because im not big and i dont have any belly so im just being a nervous mommy i guess...well thats all i wanted to tell you today i will tell you how the ultrasound went and post a few pics...well i love you ttyl and see you soon

10 weeks and 3 days

Hi baby ive been thinking about you all day all i want to do is see you i know when i see you for the first time its gonna feel more real to me now i really dont know how big you are or what you look like i need to see you to know you are alright...well yesterday we told your daddys grandparents that i am pregnant they are so happy they said they always loved me and that i will be a wonderful mom and they will love you unconditionally...your daddy cried yesterday because i told them he is so scared that we are too young to have a child but i know we can do it you are my miracle baby there is reason you are coming into my life but all for the good you will never be a burden to me and i will never regret the hardest decision i had to make in my life...well i sent in an application to Jimmy Johns lets see if i get it...i really dont want to work there but i have to make money so i can take care of you i will have two jobs now i never thought that would ever happen but i will do anything for you...you are making me a stronger person everyday and i thank you for that....well i love you i will talk to you soon and also see you real soon....i can not wait baby...<3333333

10 weeks and 1 day

Today was an interesting day i went to work for 4 hours procrastonated a lot to get more hours and more money..sorry..i saw ronnie today he was going to be your uncle but my sister your aunt decided she couldnt be with him anymore but he is going to give me a job at Jimmy Johns cause he is going to run the new one next to pestos so idk i might work there...i need as much money as i can get so i can take care of you little one...and then after that i cleaned up the house it was a mess...and then your father started stressing me out today but i dont care if he wants to be in your life i cant stop him...but i dont think he does and we dont need him i can take care of you baby all by myself and i have so much support we are all going to get through this in time....i think i felt you flutter a little bit today or it might have been gas but idk hah it made me smile though...i cant wait to see you baby December 12 of 2008 is the day i really get to see you and hear your little heart beat...the last time i saw you you were just a little blob but now your gonna have hands and feet and your probably going to moving around and be dancin : D ...well thats about it for now i have to get back to eating my prunes(thanks to you little stinker i cant go to the bathroom)..but i still love you and i would go through all of this over and over again just to have you in my life..you are my miracle baby i am so blessed to have you i cant wait to feel you kick and feel your little hiccups...well ill talk to you soon baby goodnight <333